{"id":1559,"date":"2017-04-10T20:15:51","date_gmt":"2017-04-10T20:15:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/?p=1559"},"modified":"2017-04-10T20:15:51","modified_gmt":"2017-04-10T20:15:51","slug":"you-dont-know-lonely","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/?p=1559","title":{"rendered":"You don&#8217;t know lonely&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>he says. I haven&#8217;t spoken with another living, breathing thing for ten days. Nothing helps. Not even Rilke.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t take a tear, that would kill me. Let&#8217;s ride out, I try, I&#8217;ll buy.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never been this bad, he says.<\/p>\n<p>I could tell him the 30 fronts I&#8217;m fighting and how I wake up a-tremble every dawn, made worse by that feeling I&#8217;m letting everyone I care about down. I could tell him lots of things but it won&#8217;t make a difference.<\/p>\n<p>Let&#8217;s ride out and sink a few. Don&#8217;t shame the sunlight.<\/p>\n<p>And he takes the bait.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/IMG_20170409_144157-1-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1561\" src=\"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/IMG_20170409_144157-1-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"640\" height=\"463\" srcset=\"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/IMG_20170409_144157-1-1.jpg 640w, https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/IMG_20170409_144157-1-1-300x217.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>he says. I haven&#8217;t spoken with another living, breathing thing for ten days. Nothing helps. Not even Rilke. I can&#8217;t take a tear, that would kill me. Let&#8217;s ride out, I try, I&#8217;ll buy. I&#8217;ve never been this bad, he says. I could tell him the 30 fronts I&#8217;m fighting and how I wake up [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1559","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-henry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1559","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1559"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1559\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1562,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1559\/revisions\/1562"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1559"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1559"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/henrybrook.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1559"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}